i can't believe it. what a pity. this is so sad. okay. i'll bet you dunnoe what im talking about. you know the twins? yea. i like came back from band prac. then my mom was like..they both died..and i was like damn shocked lor. yea. i just wished i could turn back time and warn them. oh man. so saddening. sighz.

argh. adelyn's *wakakaka*s are getting on my nerves. grr.

read her blog. im really really feel like i don't belong anymore. like ya. i don't fit in anywhere at all. they go everywhere without me. okay. it's got nothing to do with them. as in..it's not their fault or anything. i dont mean anything at all. i just feel. ya. left out. and i can't to even look at that picture. it's like staring right in my face. like..trying to tell me that im NOT in that picture. and right. i dont think that i should have gone for that thing. so what if her ahem was there..i just think i was the extra one there. like i've got this feeling that i'll have to start the conversation before anyone talks to me at all. and then the picture taking. after everything ended. yea. quite obvious who went first. i was totally invisible wasnt i? ya. i have to make this clear once more. im not blaming her, pissed with her or anything. im just. ya. feeling left out.

did i just make things too obvious?